The true beginning to the finale of my Tuesday class started last Thursday. I looked at my bag pieces and got sick of looking at them, and decided to just finish the bag, and I did before the night was over. I was excited that I did it and meant to blog earlier, but seemed like more and more things were coming up that needed more attention. I spent most of the weekend feeling sick, dealing some things, or fighting Verizon DSL modem which seem to only let me use the internet for about a minute or two before crashing. I decided to take a photo and post it. Tuesday rolls around, I managed to get there before anybody else, so I had time to do some of the drawings that I need to get finished. Students in the class started to come in, some with finished bags or pieces of a bag. My teacher smiled at me when she saw my bag. When she opened it she saw my handy work and said "Oh I see now, you're all fancy with the bag!" Since I did my bag with a seam finishing that is a bit more difficult to do for a beginner. During the class time the teacher went up to me, placed her hands on my shoulders, and told me.. "Paula, you have too much talent to be doing what you are doing. You got to stop playing with it and make something big happen. It's time for you to make it happen.. I want to see you out there." Some of my classmates and I were going on about how we were amazed that the class is over. It didn't seem like it was long enough but we had our start on the basics. Most of the night she just kept repeating on about it, most of the night. What she said really got under my skin in a way, that I have been starting to make it happen. I will show more of what I have been doing when it's near completion.

Sometimes I want to reach out and touch to see what is real and what is an illusion. Things are sometimes not what they seem. Somethings that look so much like a dream can be true, and sometimes something so real is actually a figmant of the imagination. So I reach and touch.. who knows what the outcome is, but it’s the only way to find out.

Sometimes I want to run.. just run away, but something grabs me and brings me back. Why can’t I be free? I desire the peace I desire the freedom I desire a new life I can not hide but I can try to Run!! Run!!

My heart pounds just at the sight of him, My knees buckle when standing next time him The smell of his essence makes me quiver The sound of his voice puts a chill down my spine. A look into his eyes, and I forget all my troubles I want my lips to touch his in a loving way I want to wrap my legs around him I want the feel of his breathe upon my skin My mind is flowing with passion and desire. My heart beats with love and compassion. As I sit here wondering.... Does he think and feel the same as me?

My body is worn, my energy is drained I've been up all night long, and now sitting here fighting sleep as the sun rises. I can not sleep right now, so my mind wonders. Questions, Random quotes, Philosophical views run amok as I count down until I can leave this building and rest my head. I wonder why I do allow myself to be in this state? Do I have some deep rooted subconscious seed growing inside me that says I must keep on? Sometimes I want to break down I get so weak at times, I find myself end up shaking, coldness replacing the warm blood in my veins. Why do I keep doing this? I know it's not for the money that's for sure. Maybe it's the insanity of life, to gain an experience, to go and push my limits and beyond. Who the hell knows.. I need sleep

When I hear this song, I realize wow it's really cool, and the more I like it The Legendary Warren Shadd - Pretty Girl

Will you be there or will you be gone? When I scream who is really there to hear me? When I cry who is really there to hold me? When I am down who is really there to pick me up? When I am lonely who will be there to make me feel loved? Will you be there or will you be gone? When my heart breaks who will be there to mend it? When I open my heart up and talk, who will hear me? When my load is too much to bare who will be there to help? When I go broke and hungry, who will be there to fill be belly, and keep my afloat? Will you be there or will you be gone? When I am dying who will give me life? When I am sensual, who will be sexual? When I am taking the lead who will be there to support? Will you be there or will you be gone? When I am stressed who will be my relief? When I want to love, who will be there to be loved? Will you be there or will you be gone? -- Paula Bannerman

Honestly does this really sound like me, I took 2 entries about Sag. Women... I mean I do listen to NPR.. but wow.. http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/sun-signs/sagittarius/woman.html A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world. She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude to her or offend her, she may become like the fire-spitting dragon. Sagittarius women are quite independent and love their freedom. They are attached to their family, but not too much. If you want to get something done from a Sagittarian female, just ask her; don't order. She will never ever do it. She is your better half and don't you dare forget that. On the other hand, she doesn't want a sissy for a husband or boyfriend. He has to be a real man, who has his ego and won't stand for nonsense. So, you will be expected to balance politeness with firmness. I know it's difficult - but then, since when was winning someone easy. With a Sagittarius girl, you will never have to guess. She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels. This bluntness may cost her heavily at times, even to the point of ending the relationship. Still, she would act as if she's not hurt at all and it is just one of the many harmless flirtations she's had. People will even believe all this, while inside she will be weeping and nursing her wounds. All this time, she will be analyzing what went wrong and when. The word 'marriage' makes a Sagittarian female a little nervous and you will need to tempt her in order to make her settle down. She is a little hard to catch and tends to be one of the boys all the time. That doesn't mean she looks or acts like a man! Infact, she is as female as any other girl is. The society and its norms do not matter to her. She can never be the hypocrite that some people are and tend to wiggle a few tongues. Her honesty and brusqueness further add to the negative opinions. Don't be fooled by them. Look deep inside a Sagittarius female and you will find a woman who is so enthusiastic about life and who trusts easily. Infact, this extreme belief makes her heart vulnerable and defenseless. It gets broken too often, but then, she knows how to move on with life. You will be tempted to care for her. It's natural. There are hardly any people who can resist the bright and charming disposition of a Sagittarius girl. She will not be too good with money and will most probably be on the extravagant side. She is very sentimental and emotional, though it seems otherwise. It just that, where her feelings are concerned, she becomes too shy. After marriage, your house will always remain sparkling clean, even if you don't have a maid to do that. She cannot stand sloppiness, it doesn't appeal to her sensibilities. She may not be too good at cooking, but she will also not burn your egg every day. A Sagittarian girl may pass the most sarcastic comments when she is angry, but she will forget the resentment soon enough. Then, she won't understand why are you so upset. As a mother, she will be very friendly with the kids. Infact, she will be more of a chum, than a mom. Only, you will have to teach them to take her bluntness with a pinch of salt. Apart from that, she will be wonderful and make them as independent as she is. She will be a lovely hostess to guests and make them feel at home. Just let her be what she is. Don't try to change her and don't curb her individuality. She will brighten your life with her optimism, boost you with loyalty, trust you blindly and shower her affection on you. She will encourage you to see dreams and help you in making them come true! http://www.astrologyzone.com/lifelove/seducing/sagittariusf.html

The Sagittarius Woman: November 22- December 21 by Susan Miller

The Sagittarius woman is vivacious, funny, self assured, and sophisticated. She probably had an opportunity to travel as a child, and will need to continue to do so throughout her life. She's a woman who needs challenge and intellectual stimulation in all parts of her life.

Sag women are often highly successful at what they set out to do simply because they are so positive they will succeed. Since the sign also rules international communication, they are either known worldwide or deal with matters of global importance. This is not an overly-sensitive sign, and when criticized, they listen carefully to the feedback. She should be careful not to hurt her mate's feelings by being too direct in her comments; Sag often has no idea of how her words effect others. Her man should also be sure to allow her a sense of freedom which is highly important to the Sag woman.

Your Challenge To keep her intellectually stimulated will be a lifelong struggle. This is no dumb bunny, and you may have to struggle to keep up with her. (Her idea of fun is listening to National Public Radio.) She gets bored easily, so be forewarned!

How To Handle Her Her sign rules the centaur, half man, half horse, pointing high, toward the sky, which symbolizes her quest to reach the lofty goals she's set. She could be "high maintenance" in that you will have to endure all the highs and lows of her existence, for her motto is nothing ventured, nothing gained. Alas, some things just aren't going too work out, but unlike Cancer, who will try to second-guess themselves, Sag's optimism will buoy her up. She will be on to Plan B in no time. Sometimes this could be exhausting for you, so keep the vitamins handy. Places To Go, Things To Buy Her If you'd like to get her a fragrance, choose one of the fresh new uni-sex fragrance, for she won't wear anything too conventionally flowery or sweet. She is apt to be a runner or do some equally strenuous sport--can you imagine a marathon runner fussing with Arpege? Not quite.

Her likes her look sporty, preferring pants to skirts and sportswear to anything more formal. Sag generally likes comfortable shoes, the heels not too high. It must have been a Sag who started the trend of wearing her sneakers on the way to work. Often Sag women were tomboys as a kid, and as a woman she manages to keep her enviable figure because of all the exercise she gets. Give her clothing which is body revealing, such as a mini skirt and matching top in lycra or spandex. She is one woman who can carry it off in style! Or treat her to ten weeks with a personal trainer and she'll be yours for life.

The Sag woman has no patience with frilly nightgowns but prefers either something plain and natural. What would she most likely wear to bed? A cool, thin, tight white cotton tank top which outlines her breasts, worn with tiny cotton string panties--or nothing at all. She likes men's wear, so you might catch her putting on your button-down shirt with not much else on but a smile. (Remember how fetching Annette Bening looked in the seduction scene from American President?). She will do more for your shirt than you could ever imagine.

She will be impressed if you treat your body like a temple too, so try to work out often. Then, you can lounge around in tight bicycle shorts to heat things up. Look at her innocently and say you took a part time job as a messenger and need to wear them for practicality and comfort. (She'd got a good sense of humor.) Since this woman would love a strenuous workout, plan an active, feather-flying pillow fight or try chasing her around the yard. Feeling randy? Toss her into a snow drift. The aim here is to get her pulse rate up then convince her she won't need her morning run with you around.

I think I -Ching on that site is kinda cool, alot of proverbs

I Ching For Paula Bannerman

The Present Condition

32 Constancy

Summary: Strengthen relationships and friendships. A solid base will guarantee success. Line One of Your Hexagram is a 6: Give others space. Do not force issues. Line Two of Your Hexagram is a 9: Do not dwell on the past. Begin anew. Line Three of Your Hexagram is a 9: Remain moral. Avoid those who are not. Line Four of Your Hexagram is a 9: Do not pursue endeavors of little value. Search for worthy allies. Line Five of Your Hexagram is a 6: Choose your friends wisely. Line Six of Your Hexagram is a 6: Abandon failing relationships.

Your Future I Ching

19 Arriving

Summary: Put your health and finances in the forefront. Expect hardships and challenges. Line One of Your Hexagram is a 9: Your achievements will be honored. Expect praise from your family and associates. Line Two of Your Hexagram is a 9: Remain steadfast in your decisions. A great moment is near. Line Three of Your Hexagram is a 6: You are close to entering the limelight. Be patient. Preparedness guarantees nothing will go wrong. Line Four of Your Hexagram is a 6: Your hard work and persistence have paid off. Congratulations! Line Five of Your Hexagram is a 6: Respect your friends and associates. Keep your best foot forward. Line Six of Your Hexagram is a 6: Be kind and compassionate toward those you have beaten. Respect friends and family.

So I was trying numerology to see what they have in store for me... This one comes from http://dajuana.com/numerology/

Numerological Report For Paula Denise Bannerman Born On 12/11/1979
	Your Life Path Number is 22 Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one. You have the Master Number 22 as your Life Path Number. Master Numbers indicate nearly complete or complete development of the traits associated with the number they would reduce to. This relation is usually expressed by writing the Master Number and the number it reduces to together. Master Number 22 is often written 22/4 Freedom and responsibility come with having a Master Number. You have the freedom to choose whether to allow your Master Number traits to express themselves or not. If you opt to act responsibly and use your lofty powers, you will find your reward is in the choice itself. If you choose to ignore your talents, you may find yourself taking more than one step back. You may incur a Karmic Debt. You are builder on a grand scale and possess lofty ideals aimed at improving our world. Whether you build structures or governments or organizations, you will turn your dreams into reality. Regardless of the arena you choose, you will be deemed an expert in your field and inspire others to be their very best. Your Life Destiny Number is 9 Your Destiny Number sheds light on those things you must accomplish in your life to be fulfilled. Your destiny is to learn how to love all of mankind without condition. You do truly want "peace on earth and good will toward man;" and will work to make those conditions a reality. Whether through some art form or your touch, you are destined to heal those who come into contact with you. For you, life's horizon is limitless. Your Soul Number is 4 Your Soul Number describes your deepest desires and dreams and the person you truly want to be. You desire to address life with a well thought out plan. You need to have things organized and clear set boundaries. You have no desire to be surprised by anything. Your Personality Number is 5 Your Personality Number reveals the "external you"--the personality traits others will know you by. 5 personalities are bright and witty. They thrive on change and a variety of experience. 5s are risk takers. Chance invigorates them. The 5 personality's prime directive is to explore and expand their personal freedom. They are liberal by nature. 5s love to explore the physical world and expand the realm of their sensuality. 5s have a youthful personality that many will find irresistible. Your Maturity Number is 4 Your Maturity Number reveals the person you will come to be--your true self. You will learn the value of hard work, discipline, and organization in your early years. As you grow older you will contribute to things that are destined to last. In your later years you will have built things of lasting value. You may have some health issues to which you will apply your organizational skills to lessen their effect on you. Your Balance Number is 4 As long as your life is on an even or uplifting keel balance numbers are relatively dormant. However, in those times when your life is out of order your Balance Number can become central to resolving the turmoil you are experiencing. Your Balance Number reflects the traits you need to bring to the forefront in order the get through difficult periods with the least amount of damage or time wasted on negative influences. A 4 Balance Number denotes a real need for self control during stressful times. Regardless of how devastating your losses may be, this is not time for you to unleash your anger or vent emotionally. Seek compromise. Do not over-inflate the severity of the situation. Do not allow yourself to get mired in details which may not be all that important. What you need to see clearly is how things are overall. Seek fairness and be fair yourself. The 4 Pinnacles Pinnacles represent moments in your life in which you realize current goals and learn some of life's lessons. If you are at the beginning of a Pinnacle, then they can be used as a predictive tool to assist in managing your future. Your first Pinnacle begins at birth and last until around the age of 27. Your Second Pinnacle last through the next 9 year and the Third Pinnacle last for 9 years after the Second Pinnacle has passed. Your Fourth Pinnacle picks up where the Third Pinnacle ends and last throughout the rest of your life Your First Pinnacle Number is 5 A number 5 Pinnacle is a time of change. This is period in which you will cast off restraints and develop your personal freedom. You will learn to be flexible and adaptable, to hold your ground and not run from the changes which confront you. A number 5 Pinnacle is a time of change. This is period in which you will cast off restraints and develop your personal freedom. You will learn to be flexible and adaptable, to hold your ground and not run from the changes which confront you. Your Second Pinnacle Number is 1 A 1 Pinnacle indicates a time when you are attempting to become self-reliant and allow your individuality to blossom. This is a time when you may want to seek teachers to assist you on your journey toward independence. If you should have a 1 as your third or fourth Pinnacle, it is likely destiny is grooming you for leadership. Your Third Pinnacle Number is 6 A 6 Pinnacle notes a time of love and devotion to friends and family, or possibly the building of a new family after a divorce. During this Pinnacle your energies will be focused on your home-life. You will nurture your loved ones and beautify your surroundings as much as possible. During this Pinnacle that which is in your heart will come to the forefront. Your Fourth Pinnacle Number is 2 You will learn how to have balanced relationships with others without sacrificing your inner self. Your talents for relating to others as well as helping others relate to each other will grow. The 4 Challenges Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles. Your First Challenge Number is 1 A 1 Challenge signifies the struggle to become independent, courageous and have faith in your convictions. If the number 1 appears as your first Challenge you are learning to define your self. Should a 1 appear in your other Challenges you are learning to remain true to your self and become more confident. Your Second Challenge Number is 6 A 6 Challenge marks a period in which you will learn to balance the needs of your family with your own. You will learn that true nurturing can only come from your heart. Your idealistic views of marriage may be shaken some, but if you learn to temper them some you will be happier and more secure on the other side of this Challenge. Your Third Challenge Number is 5 A 5 Challenge marks a time when you most overcome your fear of change and risk. You will also learn to liberate yourself from that which restricts your self-expression. While a 5 Challenge may be a bit scary, it is a time of great personal development marked by the growth of your individual freedom. Your Fourth Challenge Number is 5 A 5 Challenge marks a time when you most overcome your fear of change and risk. You will also learn to liberate yourself from that which restricts your self-expression. While a 5 Challenge may be a bit scary, it is a time of great personal development marked by the growth of your individual freedom. The 3 Cycles Cycles occur in 28 year periods. The First Cycle last from birth through your 28th year and is called your Formative or Seed Cycle. The Second Cycle--your Productive or Fruit Cycle--begins at age 29 and last through your 56th year. The Third Cycle, your Harvest Cycle, begins with the coming of your 57th year and last throughout the rest of your life. Your Cycle Numbers tell you the lessons you must learn and goals you must meet to stay on your Life's Path and achieve your true destiny. Your First Cycle Number is 3 Your emphasis during this Cycle will be on unleashing your creativity. You will need to focus your energies to get all you can from this Cycle. The reward for traversing this Cycle successfully is a life full of friends and the coming to fruition of your creative talents. Your Second Cycle Number is 11 An 11 cycle is a period of great personal growth and attainment of spiritual knowledge. As they develop, carriers of an 11 cycle will be expected to lead, educate and inspire humankind. Your Third Cycle Number is 8 An 8 cycle marks a time that is opportune for you to succeed in attaining your goals. During this Cycle you will of course face setbacks and obstacles, but if you keep trying to move forward, your goals will be achieved. Your Karmic Lesson Number(s) are/is 6 8 Karmic Lesson numbers reveal areas in which we need to grow. To become more complete, we need to give extra attention to these areas in this lifetime. If one of your 5 core numbers is the same as a Karmic Lesson Number the significance of the Karmic Lesson Number is reduced. A 6 Karmic Lesson Number denotes an inability or reluctance to make commitments. Even when you do commit yourself to something it may be your nature to hold back any true passion for the commitment or relationship. Over time you might do well to slowly allow your passions to express themselves and put your heart into your commitments and relationships. top A 8 Karmic Lesson Number points to a talent for making money that is not properly governed. You may experience tremendous swings in your financial status. This is because while you know how to make money, you also tend to be way too speculative and impulsive when dealing with matters of finance. Try and develop a more cautious approach to money matters and it is possible these swings in fortune will diminish. top Your Karmic Debt Number(s) are/is 13 Karmic Debt Numbers signify past abuses of your talents that you must make amends for. Like all of us, you have made many choices and taken many actions in your lives. Some of those choices and actions have been mistakes. Your past errors must be addressed, so you can use your Karmic Debt Numbers to identify exactly what type of mistakes you have made in the past and how you can atone for them. top A 13 Karmic Debt Number implies that somewhere along your being�s path you forsake your spiritual self for material gain. You may have abused others to get ahead. Because of your past behavior you may find yourself facing what appears to be one brick wall after another as you try to find success. The key to overcoming these obstacles is perseverance, hard work and the development of a spiritual awareness that keeps you from abusing the rights of others. top Your Lucky Number is 6 Your Personal Lucky Number does not change. This number will be lucky for you your entire life. Your luck derived from this number will be strongest when you are addressing events and issues related to the general meaning of the number. Lucky Numbers should not be relied on to constantly produce positive results, or make impulsive, high risk gambles. They simply mean that where they appear you have an edge. How large an edge is impossible to determine, but seems to increase with the number of occurrences your Lucky Number is be associated with a given event or issue. Those with a Personal Lucky Number 6 will find their luck from the 6 strongest when the issue at hand concerns nurturing and the home. 6 is not a particularly strong number when dealing with finances. However it is very strong when the issue is true, romantic love. Your Signature Number is a 8 Signature numbers are based on how you sign your name. Your signature carries the power and the faults of one of the base 9 numbers. You may actually want to sign different documents with different signatures to reap the benefit of a particular number. For instance, if you are signing an agreement of partnership you might want to alter your signature to reflect the powers of the number 2. The signature you entered is an 8. Use of an 8 signature is definitely to your advantage when you are in the role of boss. Your Birthday Number is 11 This number is most influential between your 28th and 56th year. While it is not the most important number in your profile, it does have an effect on your Life's Path and Destiny. The Master Number 11 is your Birthday Number. With this number comes added freedom and responsibility. You need balance and harmony to succeed, and you have the gifts to create that balance and harmony for yourself and those around you. You are confident in your skills, but in no way a bragger or show-off. You look for a higher meaning in things. You are innovative and have the ability to inspire others. Your Personal Year Number is 6 This number tells you what is happening in your life this year. This number should be used to help you avoid setbacks and focus your energies on those areas of your life where you are most likely to achieve your goals. This is a year in which you should try to balance your home life with your work life. Indeed, your family should take precedence over all other concerns. Care for those in your family who need your help, nurture any young ones, and move closer to your significant other. Your Personal Month Number is 6 This number tells you what is happening in your life this month. Use this number in the same way you would your Personal year number, but apply it only to the current month. You are in a month in which you should attend family and home. Enjoy your family and strengthen your personal relationships. Your Foundation Letter is P Having a P Foundation Letter denotes someone who will bring intelligence to any project or venture, but may also be condescending and impatient to the point of alienating other team members. Your End Letter is A Having an A End Letter denotes someone who is not a quitter. They will finish whatever task they have taken on with or without the help of others. Your First Vowel is A Having an A First Vowel suggest you may be far more determined to succeed than you let on.

Content � 2008 Da Juana Byrd Professional Psychic/Medium

You By Your Numbers Deluxe by Da Juana Byrd

Complexity is Simplicity times Simplicity plus Simplicity This world is Simplicity multiplied by itself and then added. Everything can be summed down to something simple. I see people get frustrated with the complexity of things when if they step back they can see the simplest things. If we do this theory, maybe the cure for all cancer, sickness, aids, can be solved within days and months.

Happy Father's Day even though you choose not to spend any time with you child, who looks up to you like you were superman. You tell me you don't have time for them, but yet, you have all the time in the world to play games, go out with friends, and have sex.

Happy Father's Day to you, even though you have never brought your child a gift, a card, or anything and it's been 10 years. Oh yeah, that's nice playstation 3 and Wii with all the accessories, that you brought for yourself.

Happy Father's day to you, even though you could not pick up the phone to see how your child was doing, and go around lying to people that you don't have a child, even though you know that baby is yours. I wonder if you would tell that to your child to their face.

Happy Father's Day to you, even though on the most important events in your child's life you choose to go out with friends, play on your games, or go have sex with a chic you just met.

Happy Father's day to you, when the only time you see your child is when you need a ride, when everybody else doesn't want to deal with you, or is when you want some booty. Never once wanting to see your child just because you actually care..

Happy Father's Day -- Paula Bannerman DCartist

I’m so nervous around him. I want to be myself and show him all I am capable of giving. I want to show him my heart. I find myself weak to the sound of his voice. He talks standing behind me, and I get chills going up and down my spine. My heart pounds, my breath gets heavy, I can’t move and feel vulnerable. The seduction side of me wants to come out, as my back arches slightly I want him to keep talking to me, it feels so good.. but I can’t keep this up, I will end up wanting him to wrap his arms around me and keep me for his. I want to pleasure him all night everyday, and enjoy being in his company, but my nerves, my reality snaps in. What am I doing? Damn my nerves, damn my reality conscious. -Paula Bannerman

I have some new photos on my myspace page.. DC Fashion @ it’s best !! X4B Luxury Hall -- Temple Hills, MD I’m thankful for Jahsie for inviting me to this event. As some of you know i’m not much of a person who goes out on a Saturday night. So this was a first time in the longest I was actually doing something besides jewelry making or studying!! It was a wonderful night even when my camera was actting up some. I think the funniest thing was there was 2 other photography companies there, and both of them left about half way through the show. Which left me there all alone to shoot.. Which I didn’t mind at all :-D

Outdoors Originally uploaded by DCartist

Ladies and Gentlemen, I have to break the news that... I am out of the studio... so now I’m .... TRAVELLING AND DOING OUTDOOR SHOOTING WOOOhoooo!!!! My potential areas that I will go is WV, NC, and NY as well as my own backyard Arlington VA/DC :-D until May 25th (Next studio date)

okay this morning around 4 am I walked out my apartment and walked towards my car.. well actually it’s the empty spot where my car (the birthday/christmas present, all paid off by my daddy) was suppose to be.. I didn’t freak out or anything yet, I went back to my apartment and called my dad.. The phone rings "Hello?" "Hey daddy.. How are you" "I’m okay, what;s up?" "Um.. The car is gone.." "Wow.. well I guess you have to call the police then.." "Okay.. thanks daddy" CLICK So I call the popos and find out.. well it’s not stolen.. it’s towed.. THEN I FREAK out. I only had $4 to my name how the hell am i suppose to get this out of tow WTF!! So I had to wait a few hours for the towing company to open to get any kind of info from them about where I can get the car and how much. Richie decided to come down as well to help me.. Only thing I could do at the moment was to rest, and it was a while since I laid my head down. 3 hours later, Richie tells me he’s finally ready to head out to come here, which means 2 more hours of waiting. Lovely.. 2 more hours later, he comes to help me :-D we managed to get the money to get the car out.. which is a good thing, The REASON why my car was towed:... EXPIRED TAGS !!!! but here is the funny part.. I had registered my car end of last year, and had evidence of it, problem was the little stickers that go on the plates, and guess where I found them. As I sat in the impound lot, after paying 90 dollars, I opened a piece of paper that seemed to be stuck together, in the midsection storage, and there it was in bold green "09" STICKERS... I swear it’s fucked and funny at the same time lol

Well it's been a while since I posted.. So i'm trying AGAIn to start up...

Updates are that I started a jewelry line. We deal with Semi Precious stones, crystals and metal chain
(photo on left - Swarovski Crystal and Silver Chain)

Inari
and
Prospero

Soon I will have a website and more photos of the jewelry.




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I miss the days, where TrapperKeepers were made with velcro closures, so you could annoy the teacher by opening it up. I miss the days of sitting on the landline (before the days of verizon and the family share plan), and just talk to people, classmates, friends, and for me 98 rock DJ's like Stash, and Alan Courduff. I miss the days where if you had call waiting and 3-way you were the coolest person ever! I miss the days where in the morning you knew you would see cartoons from the 70's and 80's. I miss the days where the only worry I had was if I would pass a test or quiz the next day. Fun was going rollerskating on Monday night, and just travelling there I would pretend to be Alanis Morissette and hang outside of a window. Actting like a "Dumb Blonde" or a "Vallery girl" was always a way to get through some moments I miss the days of using slap braclets to see what shade of a red you could make someone's wrist Clawfish was consider as a disect subject, and NOT dinner I miss the days where you could hug someone and not get expelled for doing so.. I miss the old days