Monday, May 05, 2008

I’m so nervous around him. I want to be myself and show him all I am capable of giving. I want to show him my heart. I find myself weak to the sound of his voice. He talks standing behind me, and I get chills going up and down my spine. My heart pounds, my breath gets heavy, I can’t move and feel vulnerable. The seduction side of me wants to come out, as my back arches slightly I want him to keep talking to me, it feels so good.. but I can’t keep this up, I will end up wanting him to wrap his arms around me and keep me for his. I want to pleasure him all night everyday, and enjoy being in his company, but my nerves, my reality snaps in. What am I doing? Damn my nerves, damn my reality conscious. -Paula Bannerman

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