What makes a man truly unforgettable?

How he handles himself. When he can show me how much of a real good man he is. His intelligence, strength, endurance, his kindness is just outstanding. Its how he can be so masculine and yet still has a gentle touch. You can look into his eyes and just loose time. He can be the type you just want him around everywhere, to have so many experience with. You want to learn from him. It’s his whole essence. -- Posted from my iPhone

When a man is looked upon as a man

When a man is looked upon as a man, it’s seems to change who they are. They go from their normal outlook to something strong, filled with desire. It is as if a light has been shined upon them and you can truly see the beauty in him, what makes him truly worthy to know more, and see more. When a man is looked upon as a man, a powerful, passionate woman will stand back and say “wow”. When a man is looked upon as a man, he has the look of confidence with the stature of a guardian, and a leader. He and those around him are given so much more respect as if his radiance has dripped and blessed them as well. It is one of those moments; where you do not know when it will happen, but when it happens, to gaze upon a man as a man, is one of the most amazing things. -- Posted from my iPhone

Old Goddess to life I was walking into a cave/Egyptian tomb, where there was a strange phenomenon happening. There was this green ooze type stuff within these old caves that seem to have higher intelligence of life in it. Inside the cave was this psychic inside with his hands stretched out towards the life form. His fingers and forearms were glowing a beautiful pinkish-purple hue. His eyes shut, head tilted back. He looks like he was in a trance of bliss. “You are talking to the creature, aren’t you?” I asked him, with a concerned sound to my voice. “Yes, I can hear everything. It’s so beautiful! It’s so peaceful.”He tilted further back and the glow was stronger. “You are not supposed to be here, you are a disturbance. You do not know what you are doing. I can hear as well, what you think is beautiful and peaceful is an illusion to what it really is.” I looked at him angrily but I knew he would not listen. He did not know better. A scientist came into the tomb/cave; I gave him a look and repeated what I said to the psychic. “You are not supposed to be here, leave the creature alone. I am warning you of what you are doing.” The scientist smiled, “We know what we are doing, we are going to make sure everything is controlled, and bring forth the creature with the elements.” I turned and walked out of the cave/tomb, making sure I did not disturb anything in there. I started to head towards my car when a fire ball appeared from the cave/tomb. I ran back towards it as the psychic and the scientist ran out screaming. “I WARNED YOU!! YOU DUMB SHITHEADS NOW YOU AWAKEN HER!!!” I yelled at them. The ground started to shake. I ran back to my car to get in and drive off. The scientist decided to run in with a water hose to see if it would calm it down. “NO!!!” I screamed, I knew he would not listen so I started to drive off. The water activated the creature and then out of the ground came a large green tentacle. I was speeding off in my car, and when I got to the first bridge the green tentacle picked up my car and dropped it back near the tomb. I got out the car and started running to the river which was nearby. The tentacle was stretching towards me, so I ran faster and reached the river. I looked back to see the tentacle stopped, and I can suddenly sense everything the creature felt, wanted, need, and all. It was as if the create was me. The scientist and psychic ran towards me. The scientist got on his knees, “Please, talk to her!! She needs you; she will only stop for you!! Do not leave her please she will destroy everything if you leave.” “Fine, but one condition...” I continued still highly upset that they even thought of bringing forth the creature, “leave her alone, do not bother her again.” They both agreed and I walked to the green tentacle which had now small branches of beautiful flowers on it. The scientist took a few flowers to sample. I went to touch the tentacle, and was transported to a place that seemed like Vegas by the river. Everything became clear to me of who the creature was, why I was there… The story was the creature was/is a goddess. She was the sister of Eve. She roamed everywhere but she could not go to a certain area because of some kind of curse/spell placed on her by I think it was Eve. In Vegas there was one side was mountain and with buildings then the river with the casinos and limelight. I was walking between the mountain side and the casinos. I enjoyed myself greatly. I spent time at the shipyard, and shopping centers. At one place I had to go get Alexis, and met with some of my old schoolmates. One of them had dropped some plates that landed so close to my feet that shards got into to my feet, but I did not feel it. She apologized and started trying to help get them out; another schoolmate came and did it as well to help get the pieces out. I did not bleed and it did not hurt. I told them I was fine and was still happy about everything. I continued walking to get my daughter, and her father came up. First thing I thought was how I do not want anything to do with him. He told me how he has a new job paying 50,000, and was doing well and wanted to have a moment with me. I knew he was going for more so I continued to walk without giving him even a look. I got Alexis and decided we should go to the casinos again for some fun. We went in and saw Smokey Robinson and some other legendary R&B singers who were still around. Smokey was hitting on me but I didn’t want to even be bothered with him. He asked me my age so I said I’m 26, 27, 29 and that I will always be young no matter how old I am so it really does not matter. I laughed and he was upset that I couldn’t tell him my age. I walked out the casino and saw a large security force surround a person carrying a black baby girl about 6-7 months old; she looked like how I did when I was a baby. They tried to go into the casino but the baby girl just kept crying kicking and screaming. They did not know what to do. I ran up to the person who was carrying the baby. With determination in my voice, “Put her down now!!!” With a dumbfound look the person place the child down. I knelt down to the child and looked into her eyes. She started to glow green; her hair had pieces of green strands as if they were grass blades. I bowed to her and placed my left hand spread out with flat to the ground. I noticed she had done the same as if it was like looking into a mirror. “It’s you!! You’re back again!!” I said to her. She smiled as if it was like a baby seeing her mother again. “You want to go over there, but the spell haunts you…” I told her, as she shook her head yes. I picked her up and held her on my left side. I told her she was safe as long as she’s in my arms, and do not worry about anything. She was happy and nervous at the same time, closer we got the panic was in her. I smiled and continued to walk through the threshold of the casino, she began to cry as if she someone was going to attack her. As I continued towards the river, I looked at her and told her not to cry because she was fine, nothing bad was happening to her, and to just open her eyes and see what is there. When I woke up I went to go take my shower, and my ear felt funny, so I looked in the mirror and saw a mark inside my ear the shape of a backwards “L” but in the mirror it looks like a normal “L” I asked Maya later about who I saw, she said it was Lilith/Gaia.

Does he know?

Does he know?? Does he know I dream about being in his arms every night, wanting to wake up in the morning to show my appreciation of him still wanting me to be in his arms? Does he know how much I would give my life for him? Does he know how much I yearn to have my soft lips close to his ear, whispering my thoughts of him at that moment? Does he know my main desire is to keep him happy, explore life together and help fulfill dreams? Outside of me just existing does he know who I am? -- Posted from my iPhone

Behind every strong man...

They say behind a strong man is a strong woman. But I think it’s more to the story than that. A strong woman is one thing, but the love of a strong woman, that’s something way more powerful and deep running. A strong woman can just be there for other reasons and when those reasons are gone then she is gone for good and will not look back, but the love from a strong woman will keep her there regardless of reasons to be there or not to be there. -- Posted from my iPhone

Dream of the council and suite 222

Dream started off me walking somewhere and seeing myself on an advertisement. I was upset due to the fact I did not know about it in the first place before publishing. I felt awkward and just wanted it to die down. Alexis didn’t see anything wrong with it, but I did. Next thing I know I went to my new place. It was absolutely beautiful suite/penthouse. Alexis and I decided to have a celebration for the night. I went out into the hallway and made a right. I realized that I only thing I was wearing was my wrap dress and a scarf, but I did not care. I continued to walk down and saw a group of business men. I knew a few of them but one particular I knew him since school days. I ran to him and he picked me up, as if I was his treasure and held me in the air for a second then gently lowered me to the ground and gave me a kiss. I looked over to see a blond guy just smiling, and I can sense him clearly, there was more to him behind that smile. I walked away and went to my suite again; the blonde guy came up to me as I started to enter. He said how I was lucky to stay here and just how wonderful to be a person of luck. My suite was number 222. I entered the suite to see it a complete mess, Alexis had over did the partying and left food and things thrown around. I had to rearrange the 5-7 ft cacti with the purple flowers that grew from them. I walked around the suite to see it had 3 bedrooms, dining room and a large living room with a patio that overlooked the waters, as well as my bedroom over looked the waters. The suite contained beautiful hardwood floors and plush carpet in the bedrooms. I proceeded to clean up the dining room that was covered with party food from earlier the night. I also changed into a 1950’s type floral dress. I looked out my window and saw Alexis’ godfather Juan coming. “Shit!! Alexis get up and get ready to leave your godfather is coming!” I said as I ran to Alexis to get her up. I realized she was her normal way in nowhere near ready to go, and I hated him having to come and wait, I just want him to come get her and go. So he came and had to wait on her. I ran around and helped her get ready. Before I was finished Juan was getting curious about the suite and went out another entrance, and Alexis followed laughing and talking to each other. I went after the two because I just want them to head out and enjoy their time out and get them out of my place. I went through the second entrance to find the suite lead to a beautiful spa/gym and a beautiful garden that had the river running through it. Further down there was a large high-end market, that just took me by surprise. I had lost the two while I was in the market. I saw my jewelry in there which I was happy about. The ceiling was so high and it looked like the night sky with the moon glowing. It had a cathedral feeling with gold beams/frame. I proceeded to walk back towards the suite, to come into the Christmas section. An old woman wearing green crystals adorn from her hat that draped down her face (which looked like something I had made) was talking to someone and the person looked at her in disgust and walked away. I walked up to her and ask if she needed help, she looked at me and started griping about my clothes, she found my dress had a small tear in it. I told her that I can repair it when I get back home. “No you cannot do that!! You cannot just go and mend it and think it is okay!! Because of the rip you look horrible, and ugly!!” she said in a furious rage. I smiled at her, “I can fix it, I am a seamstress as well as other things, it will be fine, see!!” after I said that my dressed changed instantly, from the black vintage floral to a shimmery blue crystal laced gown I had made. I mirror popped up and I turned her to face the mirror along with me. “There all better, and you look beautiful too!!”I told her as I held her still and I proceeded to giggle. “You think I am beautiful?” she asked with sadness in her voice. “Of course I think you beautiful silly woman!! I think you are a friend, you are just a bit headstrong and a bit high-emotional but you are a wonderful person! Just got to tone it down a bit and you will have more!” I replied. She looked at me and began crying, so we hugged. I saw the two knuckleheads Leos (Juan and Alexis) walk by like kids in a candy shop. I told the woman that I would be back I had to get the knuckleheads out of my home so they can go about their day. As I left I found out the woman was the decedent of Hallmark. I thought that was interesting but my mind was on getting them out. I caught up to them and was showing them the way out, Juan noticed a bag store and before he said anything about going in, I said you can do that another time. Alexis saw a newspaper stand where they had candy and I told her Juan can get you some later. I got them up and out of my suite. I was happy to have my alone time, I went back down into the shops, and ended up getting lost. I ended up in a large church/temple area; it was so large and breathtaking. The pews were of the best woods, the ceiling was as if it was the world, beautiful blue sky. I saw all these great leaders in it from the oldest to youngest, all different time eras. It felt like I had become part of a family reunion by being there. I walked to the far left, and sat near a few gentlemen. Everybody was having some kind of debate while they were waiting on someone to come. “What is this?” I asked one gentleman who was dressed like Fredrick Douglas. “This is the council” he replied. First thing I thought this would be a wonderful place for Alexis to be in the midst of. “Who is the teacher?” I asked him. He pointed towards me, I know he could not be pointing at me, I am nowhere near teacher quality, and I am not as sociable as some make it out to be. So I let it go and assumed he must be pointing to someone else. I ended up tired and wanting to go home, so I got up and walked towards the exit. An old black woman with a cane began to yell, “If you walk out you will be banned from the council!” I stood up in front of the woman, “I am sorry, I do not want to be banned, my suite is number 222, I just want to go home for a while, and I am lost. I will be back but I want to go home first!” The gentleman who dressed like F. Douglas started talking to the older woman, “She is still young and still new to everything. She will be ready soon for council let her go home for now.” The gentleman showed me the way out and I had received a red walking stick covered with gems. I walked out of the council and into a movie theatre. Another gentleman came up to show me home, but he said first he had to do something and we had to sit and watch a movie. The odd thing was everybody did whatever they want, shouting, laughing talking at the screen, and the movie seemed to be responding to what they were doing. Next thing I know I woke up…