My heart pounds just at the sight of him, My knees buckle when standing next time him The smell of his essence makes me quiver The sound of his voice puts a chill down my spine. A look into his eyes, and I forget all my troubles I want my lips to touch his in a loving way I want to wrap my legs around him I want the feel of his breathe upon my skin My mind is flowing with passion and desire. My heart beats with love and compassion. As I sit here wondering.... Does he think and feel the same as me?

My body is worn, my energy is drained I've been up all night long, and now sitting here fighting sleep as the sun rises. I can not sleep right now, so my mind wonders. Questions, Random quotes, Philosophical views run amok as I count down until I can leave this building and rest my head. I wonder why I do allow myself to be in this state? Do I have some deep rooted subconscious seed growing inside me that says I must keep on? Sometimes I want to break down I get so weak at times, I find myself end up shaking, coldness replacing the warm blood in my veins. Why do I keep doing this? I know it's not for the money that's for sure. Maybe it's the insanity of life, to gain an experience, to go and push my limits and beyond. Who the hell knows.. I need sleep

When I hear this song, I realize wow it's really cool, and the more I like it The Legendary Warren Shadd - Pretty Girl