DCartist

My body is worn, my energy is drained I've been up all night long, and now sitting here fighting sleep as the sun rises. I can not sleep right now, so my mind wonders. Questions, Random quotes, Philosophical views run amok as I count down until I can leave this building and rest my head. I wonder why I do allow myself to be in this state? Do I have some deep rooted subconscious seed growing inside me that says I must keep on? Sometimes I want to break down I get so weak at times, I find myself end up shaking, coldness replacing the warm blood in my veins. Why do I keep doing this? I know it's not for the money that's for sure. Maybe it's the insanity of life, to gain an experience, to go and push my limits and beyond. Who the hell knows.. I need sleep