Monday, August 24, 2009

Dreams that alter

Dreams have been increased and becoming to a point where it has altered me as a person. My last dream was so many rolled up into one; I can remember parts of it. Only two major parts stood out of them. First one, I was out with friends celebrating we went to this one place that was A-list house party. I was with my husband, and my friends. We went out in a huge SUV to place after place enjoying ourselves, then after a few parties we were going to eat at a restaurant. While on the way someone took an ankle bracelet off one of my family members. So I went after the man who took it, and ended up at a house in France. There stood a woman who was the thief’s wife. She did not know where he went off to. I looked at the fireplace mantle and saw something complete strange. There was this putty that turned into something like worms that extended themselves out in the air. I walked closed to the mantle to see they were leeches. We talk about what they were, and found out one had leaped onto the back of my neck. The wife took it off me, and then I looked down to see one was on my pointing finger on my right hand sucking the blood out of me, but it was whatever that was dark and negative that was being taking out. I could feel the leech as if it was real. The leech was expanding and taking another form. I went to the cupboard and found salt and placed it on the leech as it continued until it was done and died. I looked at her and told her I was okay... then I woke up from the dream with my finger in pain; there was a circular indent where it looks like the leech was. The second part I remember was on travel and had come to this large white palace on top of a hill. It was filled with royals, celebs, etc. This place was the largest getaway from reality for them. There was some kind of party/theatrical event and I watched a few old men and people perform. They were all enjoying themselves. A platinum blonde person sat next to me in uniform. They placed their head on me; I was not sure who they were. They wanted me to come with them, but I declined, so they walked away from me. After the activities I remember it was now dawn and I went up to this computer source to get into the list and activate my account. I right before I could finish my name, a woman came up to me asking who I was, and state my purpose of being here. I looked at her firmly and said “My name is Paula Bannerman…” before I can finish my name and title and my purpose, she looked at me and said “well we shall see” She took me by the arm and we proceeded down a long corridor. During the walk I looked at her. She was a white older heavy set woman who was dressed as if she was royalty like a queen. She was dressed in a blue/white dress with a royal cape draping her. I stopped her and said that she needed to fix herself up to be presentable again because she was sloppy. So I adjusted her dress and cape. We continued to talk and then I saw that her necklace was a dull old pearl, so I told her I was a jeweler, and I can create a new way to look, so she can still have her class but not be so dull with those old pearls around her next, she agreed to that. We saw the old men from the night before but they were so into their own world they didn’t remember what happened the night before. By the time we have reached her office to see who I was she was fine with me, and happy that she met me. At her office I was looking around at her jewelry to see what I could remake of it, and then went out for a second to see about tools I could use. When I walked back in, I sensed something was wrong with her. I ran to her, she looked and me and clutched her chest. I touched her immediately to see she was in cardiac arrest. I said to stay calm and that I will call ambulance. I had to go through 2 phones to get a hold of medical help for her. I ran back to her as now she was on the floor and I held her hand. I could feel her pulse and whatever she was going through. When her pulse dropped, I cried and told her she could not die on me, I would not allow it, especially since she has not seen what I was going to create. She started to slip into the underworld but I told her to stay with me. Next thing I know she was saying she will stay as long as she could. She got up and sat on the couch like a queen would. I went outside to help direct the ambulance to where they could get to her. The EMT took her away, as she was being taken out; she left me in charge and saying to run the place because she knew I could do it. I was crying because I just wanted her better that was the only thing on my mind. People started coming up to me asking for help, but my first thing I wanted to do was clear the chaos from her office, and clean up. My daughter came in and started helping me. The queen’s assistance came in asking if there was anything I needed. I said just help clean up for her. Another person came in asking for help and wanting to be excused. I looked at her and thought there had to be a reason so I went and searched for what was the true reason, it turned out they did not want to cook beans, eggplants, peppers and chicken for someone. I looked at that person and said, you were hired to cook, and you will not be excused for cooking a simple dish, and told them to get back to work. Then I woke up again… this time I felt like I wish I could just stop the woman from having the attack from the beginning. It is freaky to see someone just go into cardiac arrest in front of you. -- Post From My iPhone

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